Monday, February 1, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Don't ask, Don't tell, Don't give a shit. "We all are equal"
While every American knows about the policy of "don't ask, don't tell", it is clear that this issue in the gay community is more important than in straight community. This is understandable because in all reality gay people are the minority in society and the greater needs of the country doesn't focus around being gay.
Surprisingly, this policy affected my career in the adult industry. Many people think of the industry in a negative way, and I will be honest I have my moments also. There is a negative connotation against most people who do porn, escort and go-go dance because they have no other skills; or basically because they are such screw ups in life that nobody would hire them. I have definitely met my fair share of people that fit this criteria, but there are many that are not only good at sex. (or what amazing editing skills can create into good sex)
What I find to be an even more of a rarity is that somebody in the industry has their bachelors degree. I can only think of three people who have done this at this point, myself being one of them. Most people don't know this but I have my Bachelors degree in Geography with an Area of Specialization in Satellites and Mapping with a minor in Meteorology.
When I graduated from college I thought about serving in the Air Force. I took a test (AFOQT) to see if I qualified to be an officer, and went through all the medical steps(MEPS) and meet with officers and did everything in the application process. Then one great day in the spring of 2008 I received a letter telling the that I had been accepted to attend Officers Training School(OTS) and upon completion I would be an officer in the United States Air Force.
At that point in my life I was not out to many people, only a few friends. I knew I was gay, but what was holding my back from joining the military was a fear that one day I could not be who I felt I was in my heart. When I made the decision about my future I made it in largely based upon the don't ask, don't tell policy.
While I can not speculate whether I would have successfully completed my officer training, this policy had a great influence in deciding my future. I am continuing the pursuit of my masters degree, and I am in an industry that I currently have no regrets about being a part of. I can't help but wonder how different my life would be if the United States military would have allowed me to live a lifestyle that was found acceptable.
On a side note I think I would look good as a Marine, and there A LOT of military men that are missing out on some fun with me!!!
Surprisingly, this policy affected my career in the adult industry. Many people think of the industry in a negative way, and I will be honest I have my moments also. There is a negative connotation against most people who do porn, escort and go-go dance because they have no other skills; or basically because they are such screw ups in life that nobody would hire them. I have definitely met my fair share of people that fit this criteria, but there are many that are not only good at sex. (or what amazing editing skills can create into good sex)
What I find to be an even more of a rarity is that somebody in the industry has their bachelors degree. I can only think of three people who have done this at this point, myself being one of them. Most people don't know this but I have my Bachelors degree in Geography with an Area of Specialization in Satellites and Mapping with a minor in Meteorology.
When I graduated from college I thought about serving in the Air Force. I took a test (AFOQT) to see if I qualified to be an officer, and went through all the medical steps(MEPS) and meet with officers and did everything in the application process. Then one great day in the spring of 2008 I received a letter telling the that I had been accepted to attend Officers Training School(OTS) and upon completion I would be an officer in the United States Air Force.
At that point in my life I was not out to many people, only a few friends. I knew I was gay, but what was holding my back from joining the military was a fear that one day I could not be who I felt I was in my heart. When I made the decision about my future I made it in largely based upon the don't ask, don't tell policy.
While I can not speculate whether I would have successfully completed my officer training, this policy had a great influence in deciding my future. I am continuing the pursuit of my masters degree, and I am in an industry that I currently have no regrets about being a part of. I can't help but wonder how different my life would be if the United States military would have allowed me to live a lifestyle that was found acceptable.
On a side note I think I would look good as a Marine, and there A LOT of military men that are missing out on some fun with me!!!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Miles Flown.
Well the deadline for me free porn contest was January 20th, and I had over 2,000 entries for the contest. Some people came close and others were so far off it was sad.
The total miles I flew last year was 183,172 miles. One person came within 172 miles of that number, not a bad guess.
I had over 750 email where the guess was below 25,000. My two trips to Australia last year totaled over 25,000 miles.
The two winners have been contacted. Just an FYI I am already over 14K miles this year, and I soon have a trip to Auckland from LA and then from Sydney back to LA. I think I just may top this past years numbers.
The total miles I flew last year was 183,172 miles. One person came within 172 miles of that number, not a bad guess.
I had over 750 email where the guess was below 25,000. My two trips to Australia last year totaled over 25,000 miles.
The two winners have been contacted. Just an FYI I am already over 14K miles this year, and I soon have a trip to Auckland from LA and then from Sydney back to LA. I think I just may top this past years numbers.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Normalicy vs. Reality
I just got back from having a very nice relaxing cruise in the Caribbean. This is not my first cruise by any means, the past two cruises I have been on have been on have been awkward for me. My normal day involves gay people in gay places, but when I am on a cruise with what I will call normal society I am not in my typical surroundings. I am not saying what society should call "normal" or "abnormal", but lets face it, gay people are not the majority of the population.
When I am in NY I spend a lot of time in Chelsea and when I am in LA I spend most of my time in WEHO. I have become accustomed to living in a world where being gay is normal for me, but once I travel outside of my comfort zone I start to feel awkward.
I went on this cruise with my girl Amy, and one night we painted my toe nails. The polish is clear, but when it gets rays from the sun the clear polish turns into a ruby red. It was a fun thing to do, but as I was on the beach I couldn't help but feel like people were looking at me with a "what the hell" sort of expression. While I really don't give a damn what other people think, it still make me realize that how I live my life on a normal basis is not exactly how everybody lives.
My cruise has brought me to one of the gay mecas though. I am in Fort Lauderdale for the next 5 days doing some filming and getting back to living the life most straight people wish they could live.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Free Porn Contest
It's been said many times many ways. Everybody loves free porn, a sex toy and lube. Now the question is how does one go about getting all this free stuff? The answer to that is simple; just guess a number.
One of the movies in the give away is Private Resort: Boys in the Sun.

Here is a little preview of me in the DVD. If you like it and want to see more just click on the video again and it will take you to twinks.com
The twi winners will also get a copy of one of my first major scenes that I did for Suite 703. Men Hard at Work: Volume 3


In my opinion the best masturbation toy out there is the FleshJack. How could I give away porn and not include something for you to cum in?

I think this shows just how much I really do enjoy mine!!

Your email address and information will remain private with me and will not be given or sold to anybody.
Those of you that follow me regularly know that I fly from coast to coast North to South on a regular basis. The infamous question this year is how many air miles have I flown this year?

This year I have decided to do a contest. All you have to do is guess how many air miles I have flown this year. The two people that come the closest to my actual miles flown get a great porn pack sent to them, no matter what country they live in. Simply send an email with your guess to contest@ryanraz.com, almost to simple to be true. The deadline for entry is January 20th.

This year I have decided to do a contest. All you have to do is guess how many air miles I have flown this year. The two people that come the closest to my actual miles flown get a great porn pack sent to them, no matter what country they live in. Simply send an email with your guess to contest@ryanraz.com, almost to simple to be true. The deadline for entry is January 20th.
One of the movies in the give away is Private Resort: Boys in the Sun.

Here is a little preview of me in the DVD. If you like it and want to see more just click on the video again and it will take you to twinks.com
The twi winners will also get a copy of one of my first major scenes that I did for Suite 703. Men Hard at Work: Volume 3


In my opinion the best masturbation toy out there is the FleshJack. How could I give away porn and not include something for you to cum in?

I think this shows just how much I really do enjoy mine!!

Your email address and information will remain private with me and will not be given or sold to anybody.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Disney
There is one There is one thing that I must admit. I am one big flaming Disney FREAK. I love going to the Disney parks. I think this is because I can act like a child and nobody really notices.
For me the best time of the year to go is during the Christmas because they know how to do it right. There is nothing like watching a castle light up with 200,000 LED lights while snow machines do their thing.




For me the best time of the year to go is during the Christmas because they know how to do it right. There is nothing like watching a castle light up with 200,000 LED lights while snow machines do their thing.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Update.
Okay people, after enough emails and messages I am finally updating my blog. I am so bad at the blog updating thing. So many things go on but I don't post anything. Woopsily.





Right now I am in LA enjoying the semi warm weather, it's warmer than NY, but still so fucking cold.
I am in New York the week before Christmas, and I am home in Saint Louis for the holidays.
Sine my last update I have been quite a busy girl. I went to Palm Springs Pride with a web site called Manhunt.net. Palm Spring Pride was fun, but I started feeling Ill while I was there.
From Palm SPrings Pride I came back to Los Angeles and then flew to San Francisco to film with Raging Stallion Studios. Once I arrived in San Fran the first thing I did was go to the hospital because I wasn't feeling well at all. The results of my blood test showed that I had H1N1. Talk about getting sick.
From San Francisco I went home to Saint Louis to spend time with friends, and then I headed down to New Orleans so I could leave on a cruise over Thanksgiving. I hate the holidays so I always do my best to try and escape. Below are a few pictures from that cruise.



Right now I am in LA enjoying the semi warm weather, it's warmer than NY, but still so fucking cold.
I am in New York the week before Christmas, and I am home in Saint Louis for the holidays.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Peter Pan
Here are a few pictures of me from the Haloween weekend.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Man Hunt Daily Interveiw
Exclusive Interview with Porn Star Ryan Raz

From looks alone, it's easy to assume that Ryan Raz is your average blonde twink-next-door. But with a closer examination, you'll discover that he's a kinky motherfucker who loves fisting and slamming his ass onto a hard dick. This paradox could very well explain why he's inked a contract as one of Raging Stallion's latest exclusive models.
We got a chance to chat with Ryan about his new home in porn, getting fucked on the Temple of Apollo and his other porn name. Hopefully, you'll enjoy reading this as much as we enjoyed interviewing him!
- Dewitt
Photo credit: Kent Taylor @ Raging Stallion

We have to admit that we were a little surprised when we heard you were signed as a Raging Stallion exclusive. We don't mean to be entirely blunt, but you’re a lot smaller-framed and smoother than their usual models. Does this signal a new direction for you or the studio?
Well, yes, you are right. I am nothing like the typical Raging Stallion model. Raging Stallion is not going in a new direction, but Raging Stallion is expanding their market range. With that said, that's why they signed me to the exclusive contract. Compared to most of the Raging Stallion models I would be be called a twink, for many reasons. I am smaller framed and much less muscular than most of the men. And unlike any other exclusive they have, I can not grow any facial hair.
We wrote a post a while back about your feelings on the future of gay sex. Do you really think there will be a day when guys can fuck freely without any risks?
I still believe what I said in the HX Magazine interview; one day we will be able to have sex without any risks. I say this hoping that new diseases will not develop and that with our technological advances and practicing safe sex, we'll be able to stop the spread of STDs. I am always very safe in my sexual practices, and I have never had and STD. If we all take the time to try and be safe, we can make a big change.
So you were at one of MANHUNT’s recent pool parties. Did anything naughty happen that we didn’t see? What’s the wildest thing you’ve done off camera?
The MANHUNT party that I attended was a blast. I never though a house pool party could be so much fun, but it's MANHUNT so I should have expected an amazing party. Plus, with me being there, you know there's going to be a party. There wasn't a whole lot of debauchery going on that I was able to see. It was a very fun and relaxed party.
[Editor's Note: If by "fun and relaxed", he means that Giovanni Summers allegedly got fucked on the bathroom floor by Trevor Knight, then we think he has the right idea!]
It's hard to say what's the wildest thing I've done off-camera. The reason I fit into Raging Stallion so well is because I range from mild to wild.
I’m always mystified by anyone who’s taken a pounding from Barrett Long. I’m sure all the bottoms and aspiring versatile guys are wondering, what’s your secret?
I have indeed taken a pounding from Barrett Long, as well as other big men like Tommy Defendi, Diesel Washington, Ben Andrews, and I also film with the "Monster Dick" line for Raging Stallion. Also, I've done two movies where I'm a fisting bottom, and I'll be filming my first two fisting movies with Raging Stallion in the beginning of November.
It's hard to say what my secret is, besides the fact that I really enjoy being a bottom. Just as jacking off one way feels amazing to one person, to another it may not be stimulating at all. I think this goes the same way for being a bottom or a top; one cant help but enjoy what feels right for them.
I will say that the rectum, like any other muscle, needs time to recover after an intense work out. I have always been able to stretch out, but then I allow my body time to recover before I play again so I'm not causing damage to myself.
I can’t even begin to count the reasons I’m jealous of you. Okay, I actually can—one, Nick Capra; two, Wilfried Knight. Who would you claim as your hottest scene partner?
In the grand scheme of porn, I am still new. After all, pornography has been around for a long time. Half of these models don't last longer than a year, and three-fourths of them don't make it to two years. I've made it to a year and a half, and my Raging Stallion contract will take me to the beginning of my second year.
Its a great thing that you're jealous of the people I've filmed with, because that means studios are putting me with amazing partners. According to the list of completed scenes, I've done fifty-three scenes as of October 2009, so I've had many scene partners. It's really hard to pick just one out of that list; so here are a few of my favorites...
I filmed a scene with Dominic Pacifico. He was the top, and I was the fisting bottom. Dominic is an extremely sexy man, and there was a lot of chemistry between us. It felt amazing and looks even better.
Another one of my favourites is Tristan Jaxx. We filmed a scene for Raging Stallion's "Monster Dick" line. Once again, there was great chemistry between us. Tristan has the most amazing plump lips. When we started filming the sex, I simply started kissing him, slammed down on his dick and started riding it. My best scene partners, to no surprise, are the ones that I'm attracted to.
Any sexual fantasies that you’ve yet to fulfill? Would you prefer to do them on or off camera?
I think I have probably done every sexual fantasy that I can really think of. My biggest fantasy is an easy one--an intense passionate rough fuck. Many people are able to fill that for me, so my fantasies are easily met.
My best experience was on the Temple of Apollo when I was studying in Greece. Nothing like getting pounded on a two-thousand year-old altar to the Sun God where thousands have been sacrificed while the sun is setting in the distance. It was really hot, although I did have some bruises on my knees for a week after.
While we’re on that topic, what porn star are you dying to work with?
Oddly enough, I'm putting together the Raz Wish List of porn stars I'd like to film with. I really want to work with Rick Van Sant. He's a hot burly man that's also a fisting bottom. I think it would be really hot if we were to both fist each other. I can picture it now in my head, and let me tell you... it would be amazing.
I also really want to work with Tony Buff. Tony is huge in the kink scene, and I would love for him to tie me up, smack me around, fuck me with some huge toys and then finish me off by fucking me. Those two are at the top of my list, hopefully soon I'll have my top ten.
Is there any fetish that you just don’t understand?
There are fetishes that I don't get into or really find attractive, but I can't say that there are any that I don't understand. We are all attracted to different things. I may not be attracted to the same thing as you, but I still understand why you would be attracted to any fetish.
How does it feel to be Mr. January in the 2010 Rentboy Calendar?
I am very excited to be Mr. January in the Rentboy calendar. I absolutely love my calendar picture, as well as the rest of the pictures in the calendar. The 2010 calendar took a huge leap in quality and design, and I'm glad to be a part of it.
In your time escorting, have you ever had any high-profile clients? Any funny or embarrassing stories?
In my time escorting, I have had some high-profile clients, but the great thing about high-profile clients is they want to be treated like regular people. Just because they have a great career or a lot of money, that doesn't change who they are to me. Yes, money does make a difference in the world today, but in my eyes if they are rude and obnoxious, they are not worth my time.
As far as embarrassing stories go, how about this one? I'm currently flying to my Los Angeles home in first class, and the person sitting next to me was a client from about four months ago when I was at my New York apartment. It's not really an embarrassing story, but its funny how small the world is.
Aside from “Ryan Raz”, what’s your porn name? You know, using the ol' first pet plus street you grew up on equation.
Aside from Ryan Raz, my other name would be Annie Saint Clair. I think that would make a good drag name. If I ever decide to go that route, that's the name that I will stick with.
What would fans be surprised to learn about you?
A lot of people are surprised to hear that I have a bachelor's degree in Geography with an area of specialization in Satelites and Mapping. A good portion of boys in the industry haven't finished or even started their bachelor's. I even started my master's degree focusing on International Relations, but in January I was diagnosed with rectal cancer and took some time off of school. I should be starting back with my master's degree this January.
From looks alone, it's easy to assume that Ryan Raz is your average blonde twink-next-door. But with a closer examination, you'll discover that he's a kinky motherfucker who loves fisting and slamming his ass onto a hard dick. This paradox could very well explain why he's inked a contract as one of Raging Stallion's latest exclusive models.
We got a chance to chat with Ryan about his new home in porn, getting fucked on the Temple of Apollo and his other porn name. Hopefully, you'll enjoy reading this as much as we enjoyed interviewing him!
- Dewitt
Photo credit: Kent Taylor @ Raging Stallion

We have to admit that we were a little surprised when we heard you were signed as a Raging Stallion exclusive. We don't mean to be entirely blunt, but you’re a lot smaller-framed and smoother than their usual models. Does this signal a new direction for you or the studio?
Well, yes, you are right. I am nothing like the typical Raging Stallion model. Raging Stallion is not going in a new direction, but Raging Stallion is expanding their market range. With that said, that's why they signed me to the exclusive contract. Compared to most of the Raging Stallion models I would be be called a twink, for many reasons. I am smaller framed and much less muscular than most of the men. And unlike any other exclusive they have, I can not grow any facial hair.
We wrote a post a while back about your feelings on the future of gay sex. Do you really think there will be a day when guys can fuck freely without any risks?
I still believe what I said in the HX Magazine interview; one day we will be able to have sex without any risks. I say this hoping that new diseases will not develop and that with our technological advances and practicing safe sex, we'll be able to stop the spread of STDs. I am always very safe in my sexual practices, and I have never had and STD. If we all take the time to try and be safe, we can make a big change.
So you were at one of MANHUNT’s recent pool parties. Did anything naughty happen that we didn’t see? What’s the wildest thing you’ve done off camera?
The MANHUNT party that I attended was a blast. I never though a house pool party could be so much fun, but it's MANHUNT so I should have expected an amazing party. Plus, with me being there, you know there's going to be a party. There wasn't a whole lot of debauchery going on that I was able to see. It was a very fun and relaxed party.
[Editor's Note: If by "fun and relaxed", he means that Giovanni Summers allegedly got fucked on the bathroom floor by Trevor Knight, then we think he has the right idea!]
It's hard to say what's the wildest thing I've done off-camera. The reason I fit into Raging Stallion so well is because I range from mild to wild.
I’m always mystified by anyone who’s taken a pounding from Barrett Long. I’m sure all the bottoms and aspiring versatile guys are wondering, what’s your secret?
I have indeed taken a pounding from Barrett Long, as well as other big men like Tommy Defendi, Diesel Washington, Ben Andrews, and I also film with the "Monster Dick" line for Raging Stallion. Also, I've done two movies where I'm a fisting bottom, and I'll be filming my first two fisting movies with Raging Stallion in the beginning of November.
It's hard to say what my secret is, besides the fact that I really enjoy being a bottom. Just as jacking off one way feels amazing to one person, to another it may not be stimulating at all. I think this goes the same way for being a bottom or a top; one cant help but enjoy what feels right for them.
I will say that the rectum, like any other muscle, needs time to recover after an intense work out. I have always been able to stretch out, but then I allow my body time to recover before I play again so I'm not causing damage to myself.
I can’t even begin to count the reasons I’m jealous of you. Okay, I actually can—one, Nick Capra; two, Wilfried Knight. Who would you claim as your hottest scene partner?
In the grand scheme of porn, I am still new. After all, pornography has been around for a long time. Half of these models don't last longer than a year, and three-fourths of them don't make it to two years. I've made it to a year and a half, and my Raging Stallion contract will take me to the beginning of my second year.
Its a great thing that you're jealous of the people I've filmed with, because that means studios are putting me with amazing partners. According to the list of completed scenes, I've done fifty-three scenes as of October 2009, so I've had many scene partners. It's really hard to pick just one out of that list; so here are a few of my favorites...
I filmed a scene with Dominic Pacifico. He was the top, and I was the fisting bottom. Dominic is an extremely sexy man, and there was a lot of chemistry between us. It felt amazing and looks even better.
Another one of my favourites is Tristan Jaxx. We filmed a scene for Raging Stallion's "Monster Dick" line. Once again, there was great chemistry between us. Tristan has the most amazing plump lips. When we started filming the sex, I simply started kissing him, slammed down on his dick and started riding it. My best scene partners, to no surprise, are the ones that I'm attracted to.
Any sexual fantasies that you’ve yet to fulfill? Would you prefer to do them on or off camera?
I think I have probably done every sexual fantasy that I can really think of. My biggest fantasy is an easy one--an intense passionate rough fuck. Many people are able to fill that for me, so my fantasies are easily met.
My best experience was on the Temple of Apollo when I was studying in Greece. Nothing like getting pounded on a two-thousand year-old altar to the Sun God where thousands have been sacrificed while the sun is setting in the distance. It was really hot, although I did have some bruises on my knees for a week after.
While we’re on that topic, what porn star are you dying to work with?
Oddly enough, I'm putting together the Raz Wish List of porn stars I'd like to film with. I really want to work with Rick Van Sant. He's a hot burly man that's also a fisting bottom. I think it would be really hot if we were to both fist each other. I can picture it now in my head, and let me tell you... it would be amazing.
I also really want to work with Tony Buff. Tony is huge in the kink scene, and I would love for him to tie me up, smack me around, fuck me with some huge toys and then finish me off by fucking me. Those two are at the top of my list, hopefully soon I'll have my top ten.
Is there any fetish that you just don’t understand?
There are fetishes that I don't get into or really find attractive, but I can't say that there are any that I don't understand. We are all attracted to different things. I may not be attracted to the same thing as you, but I still understand why you would be attracted to any fetish.
How does it feel to be Mr. January in the 2010 Rentboy Calendar?
I am very excited to be Mr. January in the Rentboy calendar. I absolutely love my calendar picture, as well as the rest of the pictures in the calendar. The 2010 calendar took a huge leap in quality and design, and I'm glad to be a part of it.
In your time escorting, have you ever had any high-profile clients? Any funny or embarrassing stories?
In my time escorting, I have had some high-profile clients, but the great thing about high-profile clients is they want to be treated like regular people. Just because they have a great career or a lot of money, that doesn't change who they are to me. Yes, money does make a difference in the world today, but in my eyes if they are rude and obnoxious, they are not worth my time.
As far as embarrassing stories go, how about this one? I'm currently flying to my Los Angeles home in first class, and the person sitting next to me was a client from about four months ago when I was at my New York apartment. It's not really an embarrassing story, but its funny how small the world is.
Aside from “Ryan Raz”, what’s your porn name? You know, using the ol' first pet plus street you grew up on equation.
Aside from Ryan Raz, my other name would be Annie Saint Clair. I think that would make a good drag name. If I ever decide to go that route, that's the name that I will stick with.
What would fans be surprised to learn about you?
A lot of people are surprised to hear that I have a bachelor's degree in Geography with an area of specialization in Satelites and Mapping. A good portion of boys in the industry haven't finished or even started their bachelor's. I even started my master's degree focusing on International Relations, but in January I was diagnosed with rectal cancer and took some time off of school. I should be starting back with my master's degree this January.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
NOH8
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Private Resort

Raging Stallion, Twinks.com Open 'Private Resort'
Popular young performer Ryan Raz headlines the first title in a new twink-centric line that reps a distinct shift away from mature models into young-male market.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
LA LA LA
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Naked Sword
Monday, August 3, 2009
New Movie
Late March I signed an exclusive with Raging Stallion Studios. In April I filmed my first two scenes and my first DVD with Ragins Stallion is set to be released the end of this month. They have finalized the DVd cover and I have it posted below for you.
My August Schedule has also been finalized and I have updated my calendar.
My August Schedule has also been finalized and I have updated my calendar.
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