Hawaii

There are not many people that I know that travel more than me. It seems I am in a constant state of travel, and I spend more nights in a hotel than I do in my own apartment. When it comes to travel in the United States there are few places that I have not been.

This past week I went to Honolulu, Hawaii. I went there once 8 years ago, and a friends recent trip fueled my fire to go back. I had one of the best trips I have had in a while with my friends.

When all else fails just drink a bottle of champagne at sunset.....

.....and then keep drinking and play the game "Let's see how high we can bet our BAC."

Some times you have to be tied down for you own good.

A great way to get exercise on a trip is to climb up a mountain. Here is me and Austin Wilde climbing to the top of Diamond Head.

One day we went to the Pearl Harbor memorial site. It's eerie to think about what happened there almost 70 years ago. It's hard to think about what all those people sacrificed in the name of freedom. I went there on my trip 8 years ago, but for some reason it had a much higher impact that it did then.

Who goes to Hawaii and doesn't spend most of their time on the beach? We went to 4 different beaches and each one was amazing and completely different than each other. Quite an amazing trip.

Fan Questions.

A fan and I were talking on twitter and he eventually sent me an email with a few questions that he has for me, and also suggested them as questions for a blog update. The questions were actually quite thought provoking and I think that it is time for me to answer them. They focus around the area of Gay for Pay (G4P) models working in the gay industry. If you didn't know I am a full homo, so this is an area that I have a definite opinion on.

Do gay models resent G4P performers as taking jobs, and money, away from them?

I must say that my opinions expressed do not represent all gay models. I personally feel that the models doing gay porn should be gay, or can at least to the fact that they are bisexual. I say this having a large amount of close friends in the industry that are gay for pay. I personally am turned off by "straight" people doing gay sexual acts. Sure what they are doing is definitely hot and deserves to be filmed, but I believe the day industry should have gay people. If I want to see people acting gay I can watch TV shows.

Do gay performers think G4P bottoms are truly straight, or are they just kidding themselves?

I personally can't recall any gay for pay performers that bottom who actually enjoy it. Take Marcus Mojo and Brandon Lewis for example. They prefer women, but have no problem with men. Those gay for pay performers that really do enjoy bottoming are at least bisexual. If you like a dick in your ass, then obviously on some level you like dudes.

When you’re at events such as Gay Days at Disney World with other gay models, do you miss the G4P guys?

When I do events like Gay Days I am not really working, I am there for the fun. When I do events that I am working I do not care if the people I am working with are gay or straight. I have a very low tolerance for ignorance and stupid people, which most of the adult models are, so I only make sure that I am spending my time with people that I actually like. Often I have the most fun with girls that have been hired to perform at events.

Do you think G4P models’ viewpoint that they are straight has a negative effect on people who are questioning their own sexual orientation and/or trying to come to grips with the realization that they are gay?

No I do not. Models who make a living in the gay industry learn very quickly that what other people think does not matter. If you are able to support yourself in an industry that is paying models less money every year then obviously you are doing something right. I learned very quickly not to give a care to what other people think.

Do you think G4P models insult their gay fans when they insist they are straight?

Not at all. I do not understand why, but there are a lot of people out there that get off to the idea of a straight guy being used by a gay guy. For me that whole fantasy does nothing for me.